Thursday, June 08, 2006

For all the ones I have loved before.

Life is funny like that. To bring back memories of someone you haven't seen in about 6 years and bringing them back in such a way that you think about it on at least a semi regular basis.

Yeah, it happens and it happened to me. I knew a girl in high school. Then, she was about the cutest, nicest girl I have ever met, and she still is. As high school does to people, we graduated and went our sperate ways. Since that moment she hadn't crossed my mind, at least not until about three months ago. Since that time, I asked a friend, who just so happens to be dating her sister, how she was doing. An innocent question with no intent given, really I was just interested. We were all mutual friends in high school.

She is perfect. She was then, and, come to find out, she is now. It's not as much as I would like to find out where she is and we'll live our lives together in bliss, but rather I would just like to see her again and let her know how I feel. Feelings which I forgot I had. I know, I know, emo as fuck, but whatever. Perhaps, one day if it is meant to be, our paths will cross again. For now, however, she will just be on my mind, from time to time.

As far as the job hunt goes, no bites yet. I really need something so I'll keep working at it. Perhaps I fear it but that's another blog for another day.